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seekin4therapy
12 May 2020 @ 05:52 am

Okay, prepare yourself for a LONG ASS rant, because this is a really sore subject for me and frankly I'm just sick and tired of stupid, judgemental people who wouldn't know a good thing if it bit them in the ass :/

Sensitive Joon:
Cried when he thought his members were mad at him.
Even when he was feeling upset, he still asked Joori if she was feeling okay (she was pretending to be sick for the Hidden Camera).
He asked Doongie if it hurt when he was shooting arrows at him even though Doongie was being cold to him.
It hurts him when people don't like him.
He's insecure about himself even though he's handsome and amazing.
He always takes care of those around him.
Bongsun said out of all the members, Joon took care of her the most.
He's very playful and tries to cheer people up.
When Seungho's grandpa died, during their performance Joon gave him big hugs to cheer him up.
On Invincible Youth, when he was scared that the cast was fighting, he looked like he was going to cry.
He danced to lighten the atmosphere, even going so far as to make a fool out of himself so they would smile even though it was a hidden camera.
He's innocent enough to not even think they might be playing a trick on him.
When he found out, he almost cried again he was so relieved they weren't really fighting.
He tries to make people smile all the time.
When Yoseob was crying on the radio, Joon made a silly comment to put a smile back on Yoseob's face.
He says "I love you" without a thought, because he's such a caring person.
To help his bandmate Cheondoong, who has awful nightmares, he sleeps with him and holds his hands to keep the bad dreams away.
He wants to be friends with everyone, even people in other groups.
When someone says they don't like him, even though he pretends to pout, you can tell that it really affects him inside.
He stutters when he's nervous, because he's afraid to say the wrong thing and make people upset or think badly of him.
When he's on a show with girls, even though he's afraid of them and even at the risk of being bombarded with hate mail, he's always helpful and kind to them, a perfect gentleman.
He may or may not be bi, but if he is then it just shows that he doesn't care about outward appearances, only what's on the inside. Love is love, and his heart is open to all.
He's touchy feely, and is always holding his member's hands or linking arms with them or hugging them, because he feels a need to be close to the people he loves.

/RANT START

People criticize him, say he's arrogant and shows off. But what do they know? They haven't taken the time to look past his stage performances, his chic-dol image he puts on for the fans because according to his boss, abs > dancing. They say he brags about his body and the fact that he was in a Hollywood movie. If I had a body like that, I'd show it off too. There's nothing wrong in being confident in your own skin, something that he's obviously struggled with up until now. People don't understand that confidence =/= arrogance. And he's never the one to bring up the fact he was in Ninja Assassin. That's all the interviewers and show hosts. And when they do bring it up, he's always embarrassed to talk about it. People say "He tries to hard to be funny. What a spazz." Have they ever thought that maybe he throws himself out there like that so that maybe people will look beyond his pretty face and see the wonderful, dorky person inside? That maybe he's not "trying" to be funny, and that's just his personality? Of course they don't, because they're so focused on his misconstrued "arrogance" and "bravado". People see him in comercials and photoshoots with his shirt off or undone, and say "Wow, enough with the ab showing. Geez." But it's not like he's the one that goes to the commerical makers or clothing magazines and says "Hey, can I take my shirt off for this?" No, /they're/ the ones that know what a killer body he has and decide to use it for their benifit. People act like he walks around without a shirt on all the time. All he does is flash his abs during performances! It's like 1 second each time he does it! And yeah, he's been in a lot of photoshoots where his shirts been off, but no ones forcing you to stare at his body for a long time! I'm just sick and tired of people labeling him as arrogant and stuck up just because he shows his abs. It's his freaking concept, for crying out loud. Off stage, he doesn't act like that. Yeah, during shows he rips his shirt sometimes, but that's in front of girls (who want to see it just as bad as we do) and solely for entertainment purposes. I mean, 3/4s of the variety shows broadcasting are scripted, is it such a strech to believe that /maybe/ the PD's put that into the script? Ugh, I just... I just love this boy so freaking much, and I'm tired of all the hate he gets because he's seriously such a sweetheart, and one of the most sensitive Kpop idols I've ever seen, even if it doesn't seem like it at first. *sigh* Well, my rant is over now. It's like the saying "Don't judge a book by it's cover". I honestly feel really sorry for the people who can't see past his stage act into the warmness that is Lee Joon, because they're missing out on something truly special. I'm so thankful that, even though I've never met him in real life and most likely never will (but God I hope I will), I found him, because he's shown me that there are extrodinary people out there who can touch someone's life even from afar :)

/END RANT

If you made it this far, I aplaud your dedication xD As a reward, here's some Joon pretty for you to stare at~


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seekin4therapy
05 January 2011 @ 10:15 pm
 I made a new A+ friend, avalonestel, and since today's her birthday and she's feeling sad that the 2nd track wasn't released, I made this post as a birthday present to her~




Joon spam part 1: SHEKUSHEY JOONCollapse )

 
 
seekin4therapy
02 January 2011 @ 11:38 pm
 

SOBBING CRYING SOBBING ROLLING ON THE GROUND SCREAMING AND FLAILING AND SHITTING BRICKS I WILL NEVER STOP WATCHING THIS VIDEO NEVER NEVER NEVER DEAR GOD THE SONG IS PERFECT THE MAKEUP IS PERFECT THE CLOTHES ARE PERFECT THE CHOREO IS PERFECT. 


IT'S FUCKING PERFECT.


NOT ENOUGH SEUNGHO OR MIR, BUT THE PARTS THEY WERE IN UNFFFFFFF. MORE SLEEVLESS SHIRTS FOR G.O KTHNX. THUNDER... KEEP DOING WHAT YOUR DOING.


AND JOON. DEAR GOD, JOON. SO PRETTY. THE HIP ROLLING, UNFHNGLASKJDF;AKERJ. THE EMOTION. THE UNDERWATER MERMAIDNESS. JFC YOU ARE THE MOST PERFECT THING THAT EVER LIVED. YOU MAKE ME CRY JOON.
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seekin4therapy
06 December 2010 @ 03:51 pm
OMGOMGOMGOMG LOOK WHAT MY BB bumblestumble MADE FOR MY BIRTHDAY ISN'T SHE JUST THE BEST THING EVER OMG ILHSFM ;A;



KEY LOOKIN' FIERCE AND FAB AND SHIT IDE <3



MY SWEET BABY JUNSU~



AND MY FOREVER LOVE LEE JOON <3


MY TOP 3 BIASES TOO, OMG ILH <3 I LOVE YOU BB, I REALLY DO. I CAN'T STOP GOOD LUV GOOD LUV, GOOOOOOOOOOOD LUV~

 
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seekin4therapy
09 November 2010 @ 11:17 pm


HIDEY-HO! IT WAS MY BB bumblestumble's A FEW DAYS AGO, SO THIS IS A BELATED BIRTHDAY POST FOR HER (since my computer crashed gdi I'm still pissed about that ;A;)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB,
 

HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR


PRESENT ;D



 

Hungho under cut~Collapse )


 


 
 
 
seekin4therapy
12 October 2010 @ 02:51 pm


ALKFJALSKDFJA;IO;EWIRH;AKJDFHK;SJDHGLKAJSHDFKJ;AFH;KJDSHF;KAJDSHFK;JH
FALDSKJF;AKJEHAKJHDKGJHDKJHKANKE;URHA;IWHASIODFHY;AIOFH
AFSH;AKJCHLASHFRAWEFKJAGHDWJFAK.SDFHKASHDFIAHSFI;UOAHDSI;GFASKJGFASDIOFHAI;IAUFH


OMFG JOON FALSETTO AND OMFG SEUNGHO SO FLAWLESS AND G.O OMFG CHEONDOONG AND MIR AND MBLAQ AND OMFG I'M DYING I'M DYING I'M DEAD CAN'T ENGLISH RN TO EXCITED NEED A COMEBACK ASAP BEFORE I SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST MY BABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIES ;A;






RAIN WAS HOT TOO
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seekin4therapy
19 September 2010 @ 04:06 pm

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THIS.
THIS IS NOT FUCKING OKAY.
IN FACT, IT'S AS FAR AWAY FROM OKAY AS FUCKING POSSIBLE.
WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS?
I DON'T CARE THAT HE'S YOUR PRECIOUS OPPAR.
HE'S A FUCKING HUMAN BEING.
LOOK AT HIM. HE'S TERRIFIED.
HE'S HUDDLED UP IN HIS MANAGERS ARMS TO PROTECT HIMSELF FROM CRAZY ASS FANATICS.


WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.


/too sick and fucking pissed off to make this any more coherent
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seekin4therapy
01 August 2010 @ 03:56 pm
My 15 year old brother drove us around today...

I ALMOST DIED. 3 TIMES. ;A;

/huddles in corner


And now he's playing Halo 3 online. He's so loud T~T

*sniffles*

I'm going to watch Shin PD with MBLAQ and Suju in my room ;________;
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seekin4therapy
01 August 2010 @ 04:11 am

Note: This is kinda long, and confusing, so read at your own peril ^^;

So, I was just watching You Are My Oppa (Infinite's show, if you're not familiar with the name), and I started thinking (shocking, right?) and came to a realization.

Just to clarify, I'm perfectly fine having friends who have different biases than me. In fact, two of my closest friends on LJ right now share almost none of the same biases I do, so even though the problem stems from that, it'snot the main cause.

Well I realized that if someone has a different bias than me, and they spazz to me about that idol constantly, it sort of... idk, turns me off of them? Like for example, one of my friends LOVES UKiss. She thinks they're the greatest things to ever happen to kpop, and for a while I was inclined to partially agree with her. Well, her bias from UKiss is Kibum, and mine's Kevin. I'm fine with that. She spazzes to me about him. I'm fine with that too. She also spazzes about UKiss constantly, which is fun and she's really entertaining when she does it. But here's the problem. Because I'm not as into them as she is, all of her spazzing seems to have moved me farther away from UKiss. I'm not blaming her, not at all, I think it's just some hardwiring in my brain that's doing it. Now, I just don't care for UKiss as much as I did.

Another thing that happened that led me to this conclusion: one of my other friends is a huge Sungjong stan (the maknae from Infinite). Myungsoo is my bias, but Sungjong was a close second. But she spazzes about him /all the time/, and watching the YAMO episodes, I realized that I just don't like him as much as I did.

And BEAST. I started off not liking them, then my friend (the same one who loves UKiss) really got me into them. Her bias was Kikwang, and so was mine, so when we spazzed it was awesome. But then her bias changed to Hyunseung, and she started flailing about him and the other members of BEAST and Kikwang dropped way down on her list, and nowadays I find myself uninterested in BEAST as a group, and I only pay attention to Kiwi.
 

On the other hand, it could just be because those groups have stopped showing up as much on shows and aren't promoting any songs atm. SHINee came back with Lucifer, and I'm stanning them so hard, even though I didn't even give them a passing thought after Hello Baby went off the air. So maybe the spazzing = decreased interest only applies to individual members of idol groups.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW. I'VE CONFUSED MYSELF D:
IMMA GO BACK TO MY MBLAQ LOVELIES AND TURN LUCIFER BACK ON <3


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seekin4therapy
21 July 2010 @ 11:34 pm




OH. MY. GOD.


Warning: Giant sparkle text under cutCollapse )
 

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